No matter what I am still as Fragile/emotionally unstable because of all those empty promises. I thought this 2nd might gave me a change or a chances to build back up.
I know I had been like that lately. I just hope that 3rd one comes like a charms.
Else I am just killing myself by repeating this again those words you written and beat behind the bush and go one round playing those cards.
That ruined everything and playing siding game plan.
Breath of reflection as what I've written here however don’t just don't jump into conclusions so fast. Some of us will be clouded by emotions sometimes its the best to spill their thoughts out loud However I know its getting ridiculous at the same time it because they can't decide at all ,Yet you guys were wondering about this questions all along
“ Why are we even stay with them is this really worth fighting for and why am I still here listening to all this things which aren't irrelevant to us.”
However some does not seems to accept the flaws and go forth the stay together or don't , even knew is either good or or bad , you still need to find a way to balance for everything.
When you saw or I find out sometimes the self esteem had been brought down by some undeserving of this relationship. I know sometimes we might need somebody to listen to our thoughts because we all know it cannot be settle so we just bring out the third party ( It was somebody close to me ). Its not a healthy options but one always played a childish game of whose the biggest victim.
Apparently and Yes !
That was very much obvious as you seen the red flag coming and there it goes by and flying pass and gets down by a shoot of those words and it could not be taken be taken back in and chances by chances that person gave or never even bother as those chances that you just give and give.
As much as they ensure that they said you were very lucky to have me and like their doing a big huge favor by being with you and make you feel that your damn independent and being the best of all worlds, Basically in the end you still felt very worthless for doing so and they are still very possessive with a bag full of denial and lack of trust or some unfaithful piece of shit.
Somehow they will treat you differently in public or private satiation which includes social media as well. Somehow they will always find a way to dig out every single piece of your past which you already have move on and they will find the urged to argue with you, which you already have move on and they never settle the issue its always left one sided.
They always aim to victimize and always protect them self and act suspicious about the loyalty and the actions which being so discouraging by one sided and being the unbalance of unpredictable. Somehow all of these please treated with respect and yes I've been there twice of these things no offence because this is what I've become sometimes its takes an effort to learn one another and its always takes time to try to love the way they are.
Sometimes in life if you are in a relationship with somebody don’t try to break it or just leave just like that, talk things out , don’t just say that your not worth it because it would eventually lead that person to either suicide. However don’t even try to cheat because I’ve seen a lot.
Here I am throwing the card I'll be here waiting until you return, Lets see how do you actually mean it. 2 Years from now , I am already half way catching up where I had Left. I know sometimes promises are meant to be broken so don’t go and gave a ring and said I never bought that. As I’ve seen the changes in the eyes of cause from the beginning and to the end.
Somehow found the betrayal of all times used to be a close friend whom also play the part of lying.
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